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ok im gonna try 2 write up a quick one before i get sum last minute reading done, then my day can finally end. itz been kinda stressful this week cuz i have my first finance exam this thursday. im really nervous about it cuz i think thatz the one class that i'm struggling in. actually scratch that. my social change class is pretty tough too. but my finanace class, this is the second time im taking it. sometimes i wonder why im even majoring in business. im horrible at math & numbers. yet business is the only thing that i've ever been interested in. i think one day it'll work itself out. ive gone this far already, im not starting over or turning back. anyway, once again, my bday was a success i guess i could say. another year has gone by, and i've learned alot. when i look back, i just cant believe how fast it all went by and how much has changed. my bday made me see a lot of things and saw who was really there for me too. that's all im going to say about that. i think i've grown a lot within the past year. a lot of changes. im no longer the party girl i once was. sometimes, i miss it, but definitely not on a daily basis like i used to. i miss going out, drinking, partying til dawn, dancing the night away. i dont miss the throwing up, hangovers, raunchy fellaz at tha club. but there's more to life then partying every weekend. theres not much to do in az, but on some friday or saturday nights i think i have more fun just chillin on my patio w/ a drink, talkin to friends over a night out. doesnt sound like me at all. but thatz the way it is now. or u can find me at church on sundays then at the library doing homework. with that said, school & work are once again taking over my life. i dont think work is supposed 2 be stressful. but ever since my sister left, i feel so stressed at work. i was kind of upset, cuz they never warned me or anything that i'd be taking over her position. so i never got trained on it. so imagine it, im doing my job and hers. and pretty much not knowing what tha hell im doing when it comes to hers. but anyway, im learning slowly as i go along. im really hoping that it'll get easier as i go. but im just super stressed right now w/ work. when it shouldnt be like that. school on the other hand, i have exams coming up. which always stresses me out. but then thats school.. itz supposed 2 be stressful. this is what my whole life consists of pretty much. itz a good and bad thing to me, because it keeps me busy so i dont have to worry about all the other bs thatz going on in my life. im always thinking about so many things. not always good. but lately, i havent even had time to do that. sacrifices... which is what ive had to do a lot of, to get my shit together. if i ever wanna finish this. i cant afford 2 slack on this shit anymore, bc i dont wanna be in school forever. instead of working more hrs, making more money, my gym time, etc. i spend it reading, doing homework. i barely even have time to watch tv. but anyway, im gonna quit bitching now. i wanna write more, cuz i have a million more things on my mind. but once again, no time. peace out & god bless..